weak and powerless
Tilling my own grave to keep me level
Jam another dragon down the hole
Digging to the rhythm and the echo of a solitary siren
one that pushes me along, and leaves me so
Desperate and ravenous
So weak and powerless
Over you
Someone feed the monkey
while I dig in search of China
White as dracula
As I approach the bottom
Desperate and ravenous
So weak and powerless
Over you
Pale angel go away
Come again some other day
The devil has my ear today
I'll never hear a word you say
He promised I would find a little
Solace and some peace of mind
Whatever, just as long as I don't feel so
Desperate and ravenous
So weak and powerless
Desperate and ravenous
So weak and powerless
Over you
vanishing
Disappear
Disappear
Higher
Higher
Into the air
Slowly disappear
No, no longer here
Disappear
Disappear
Thinner, thinner
Into the air
Never really here
What that never
Floating away
Floating away [repeated]
Vanishing like a cyan sunday
Disappear
Disappear
Vanish, vanish into the air
Slowly disappear
Never really here
Floating away
Floating away [repeated]
a stranger
Cast a calming apple
Up and over satellites
To draw out the timid wild one
To convince you it's alright
And I listen for the whisper
Of your sweet insanity
While I formulate denials
Of your effect on me
You're a stranger
So what do I care?
You vanish today
Not the first time I hear
All the lies
What am I to do with all this silence
Shy away, shy away phantom
Run away, terrified child
Won't you move away, you fucking tornado
I'm better off without you
Tearing my will down
the outsider
Help me if you can,
It's just that this,
Is not the way I'm wired,
So could you please,
Help me understand why,
You've given in to all these reckless dumb desires, you're
Lying to yourself again,
Suicidal imbecile,
Think about it,
Put it on a fault line,
What will it take to get it through to you, precious?
I'm over this
Why do you wanna throw it away like this,
Such a mess
I don't wanna watch you
Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time,
What's your rush now?
Everyone will have his day to die
Medicated,
Drama queen,
Picture perfect numb belligerence,
Narcissistic,
Drama queen,
Craving fame and all its decadence
Lying through your teeth again,
Suicidal imbecile,
Think about it,
Put it on a fault line,
What will it take to get it through to you precious?
I'm over this, why do you want to throw it away like this?
Such a mess, I don't wanna watch you
Disconnect and self destruct, one bullet at a time,
What's your rush now?
Everyone will
Have
His
Day
To
Die
They were right about you
They were right about you
Lying to my face again,
Suicidal imbecile,
Think about it, you put on a fault line,
What will it take to get through to you precious?
I'm over this
Why do you throw it away like this?
Such a mess,
Coalesce
Coalesce!
Disconnect
And self destruct,
One
Bullet
At a time
What's
Your
Hurry,
Everyone will
Have
His
Day
To
Die
If you choose to pull the trigger,
Should your drama prove sincere,
Do it somewhere
Far away from here
hollow
Run desire run this sexual being
Run him like a blade to and through the heart
No conscience one motive to cater to the hollow
Screaming feed me here fill me up again temporarily pacify this hungering
So grow libido throw dominoes of indiscretions down falling all around in cycles circles constantly consuming, conquer and devour
It's time to bring this fire down
Bridle all this indiscretion long enough to edify and permanently fill this hollow
Feed me fill me up again temporarily pacifying
Feed me here fill me up again temporarily pacify this hungering
judith
Judith
You're such an inspiration for ways that I will never ever choose to be
Oh so many ways for me to show you how your savior has abandoned you
Fuck your God your lord your christ he did this took all you had and left you
This way
Still you pray never stray never taste of the fruit never thought to question
Why
It's not like you killed someone it's not like you drove a hateful spear into
His side
Praise the one who left you broken down and paralyzed he did it all for you he
Did it all for you
Oh so many ways for me to show you how your dogma has abandoned you
Pray to your christ to your God never taste of the fruit
Never stray never break never choke on a lie
Even though he's the one who did this to you never thought to question why
Not like you killed someone it's not like you drove a spiteful spear into his
Side
Talk to jesus christ as if he knows the reasons
Why he did it all to you he did it all for you he did it all for you
magdaléna
overcome by your moving temple
overcome by this holiest of altars
so pure, so rare
to witness such a lovely goddess
i lost my self control
beyond compelled to throw this dollar down
before your holiest of altars
i'll sell my soul, my self esteem
a dollar at a time for one chance, one kiss
one taste of you my magdalena
i've beared witness to this place, this lair, so long forgotten
so pure, so rare, to witness such a lovely goddess
and i'd sell my soul, my self-esteem
a dollar at a time for one chance, one kiss,
one taste of you my black madonna
i'll sell my soul, my self-esteem
a dollar at a time
for one taste, one taste
one taste of you my magdalena